![]() When he saw what Red said tho, paired with how stiff his movements were, Green glanced up at the other and mentally kicked himself. What if he just doomed what happiness they had? “No! You did nothing wrong!” He pretty much launches himself at Red, hands clinging to his shirt. What if he didn’t respond or said no? What if Red ran out? “D-…do you ever see us getting married?” It was mumbled, and Greens heart was pounding in his chest. Reflexively, Red grabs Green’s forearms when the other grips his shirt. More breathing and okay… that was the question. Now he just had to figure out how to answer it without hurting Green’s feelings or making him think their relationship wasn’t going anywhere. He can’t just leave it at that because Green will think he was lying or doesn’t actually want to if he starts freaking out due to sudden wedding plans. If I could I would hand in a note saying I want to get married while you go to the big ceremony and party you deserve. ‘ I want to go to sleep and wake up to being already married. If he went to his own wedding, all of the attention would be on him and not Green. He doesn’t want a rerun of the Championship. Though this time it would be kind of awkward for Professor Oak to come in and lecture them about friendship and bonding with pokemon. Green let out breath he didn’t know he was holding and his grip loosened. Green felt himself tearing up, feeling guilty. “Then why can’t we just skip the damn wedding.” He looked up at Red, completely serious. Why not just have it so the only other person besides us is the marriage officiant?” “I don’t want to be there alone at a ceremony and party if it’s supposed to be about the two of us. ![]() He then pauses, realizing what he blurted out and what Red had said. “You would marry me?” He looks away from Red, cheeks slightly pink. Someone asked if we were never going to be married…that they’re surprised we aren’t officially as close as they thought we were. And it rubbed me the wrong way…I’m sorry.” He repeats the apology a few more times, hiding his face in Reds chest. Is it just gonna be this?” He makes a vague gesture towards the both of them, still avoiding eye contact. He was talking quietly, afraid that if he spoke too loud he’d break something. ![]() He bit his lip, and his hands went to fiddle with his shirt hem. “N-not that I’m unhappy I’m just I…I want to know.” He wanted to explain but his mind was racing and he felt his throat freezing up. Maybe he just didn’t want to be a Battle Tree Boss forever. Red felt the same way, he was kind of hoping this was a temporary job, but… then why did he seem so upset? The way Green was acting, it made his throat constrict and his palms sweat and he needed to run, but he couldn’t. ‘ What do you mean? Am I doing something wrong? ‘ He needed to stay here if he wanted everything to be okay again. His signing was stiff at this point, and his eyes were hidden by the brim of his hat, but Green should be able to hear his breath hitching in his chest. This was the last thing he wanted to fuck up. Green thought over his options, and looked at Red. He was trying to keep his face neutral but in the end he kinda looked solemn. “Yeah…I’m fine.” He fiddled with his hands, eyes preferring to look down at them rather than the man in front of him. Red? Where do you see us going?” The question was heavy, and his stomach was flipping with his increasing anxiousness. Damn maybe he shouldn’t have opened the convo like that. Why would he go somewhere without him unless he was busy? Where did he see them going? Most places, usually. He was hoping he didn’t mean anything else by that question. Green wouldn’t break up with him would he? He doesn’t want to think about what might prompt a question about that.
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